Jackie and Crash's Room!

*notices her looking at her feet*

=/

*walks over and gently places hand under her chin and lifts her head up so I can look in her eyes*

.. You have amazing eyes, and a beautiful face.. Dont hide it from me, okay?

*smiles* okay.

*quickly moves to hug him*

*holds her tightly before letting her slide out of my arms*

*kisses his jaw line softly*

Thank you for supporting me.

I'm going to go take a shower quickly... I've been staring at the monitor for days. O.o

*makes her way to the bathroom*

*hears Monica and Adden outside*
*fights off the wolf urge once more*
*goes to slam the window shut*
*flexes hands*
*continues to the bathroom*

Okay, Babe.

*resists the urge to go shower with her*

*goes and quickly takes a shower*

*comes back out 5 minutes later, brush in hand*

Sorry. That was a necessity.

*nods*

*sits down on the bed*

*brushes out hair and wraps up in a blanket*

*sits with back resting against the headboard*

*listens for a while, to see what's going on in the house*

This place is so.. Weird.

I'm still having trouble getting used to this house.
The ONLY thing keeping me here is you, that and Scorpius.
I havent really talked to him much lately but I got to know him the other day on a mission, he seems like a good friend.

My only living friend besides you, but your more than just a friend and I wouldnt have it any other way.

Oh?

Oh....

Well.. I shouldn't be keeping you here if you don't want to be here...

You can go elsewhere if you should wish.
I won't stop you...
and... you can always come back.
or not...

.. Well fine then, if you dont WANT me here, I suppose I could always leave.. =(


But personally I'd rather be whever you are...

*slowly walks out the door*

*sigh*
That's so not how I meant it
*covers face with hands*

Honestly, all he's ever done is help me and I can't even get a single phrase out right. I simply don't want to keep him here... if he doesn't want to be here... I can hardly breathe without him. I would never in a millon years wish him to leave. But I can't make myself be so selfish. He needs to do what's best for him. He's already done too much for me.
*cringes*
Oh Valar, what is this pain?!
*transforms into a wolf*
*curls up in the corner crying for unknown reasons until falling asleep*

*see's wolf-jackie curled up on the floor asleep*

O_o?

*quietly walks over and picks her up gently, carrying her to the bed*

*jumps out the window, turning into a wolf before landing on the ground*

*wakes up and realizes she's in the bed*
Now how did that happen?
*sniffs and smells new people*
I don't have the energy for that one
*sniffs some more and smells Crash*
*jumps out the window after him*

[[ AGAIN, not a friggen double post]]

*stumbles through the balcony door*

*doesn't take the time to shower- just throws some clothes on*

*rushes out the regular door and into the hallway, down the stairs, and outside back to where she had seen Nikki, sniffing the air along the way*

I smell them... what are they doing... oh my GOD

*comes back into room and takes a quick shower*

Hmm... well I guess I don't need to bug anyone... The two are gone... for now...
It can wait until tomorrow

*sighs*
*lays down to take a nap*

*comes in from balcony*


*collects my things in a bag and throws it over my shoulder*
*leans against door and waits*

*stirs from sleeping*

Oh... *stretches slightly* Hey you.

What's up?

Did you hear about these new guys Melan and JP? I know them from before and... this could be bad...

*gets up and changes clothes*

*a little too late*


No. I don't think I did...I just came to....talk...

*cough*

*averts eyes as Jackie changes*

*pauses a second while pulling a different sweatshirt over her head*

*notices the pitch in his voice*

*frowns*

To... talk?

*shoves hands in my pockets*

*looking at my feet*


I'm stupid Jackie...really really stupid. But I can't do anything about it now.

Ummm.

How do I say this?

*sits down*
*continues frowning*

What... I... I haven't really seen you have issues saying stuff before...

What are you trying to say?

I have to leave again--for good this time.

*meets Jackie's gaze*
There's this girl....and a kid....and I didn't want to tell you..but I have too..


*looks at my feet again*

*stares at him blankly for a moment while what he says registers*

*tears form in her eyes*

*opens her mouth a few times, only to shut it again*

*swallows*

*leaves the room silently as the tears come out freely*

*sighs*

*grabs my bag and hops off the balcony*

*runs into woods without looking back*

*comes into hallway*
Jackie?
You ok, hun?
*worried look*