Jackie and Crash's Room!

Jackie's taking a shower right now!

But your welcome to come on in Rizzo!

Would I be any help?

*smiles*
Hi Crash!

Yeah, you probably could...

I did want to apologize to her though... for leaving like I did... But it can wait.

But I... just wanted to talk to someone... I'm not exactly feeling like myself right now...
I think it's Scorp being gone...
*sighs*

Oh yeah..

I heard about that...


Oh! THAT REMINDS ME!

While I was out, I caught a scent that reminded me alot of Scorpius, but then I lost it and went back to following the other scent.. :/

*holds breath for a second thinking*
*lets it out slowly*
Hmmm....
Did you tell Nikki??
She went out to find him, you know...

*sits down on edge of bed*
I really miss him.
It's so weird, him not being here.
I mean... when he was out on missions, it wasn't so bad. Cuz I knew he was coming home.
But this... *sighs*

Unfortunetly no, she left before I became conscious again..

I passed out as soon as I got back home :/

Ohh, ok..
You could probably call her though.

*tilts head*
It's so quiet.
It's usually not like this...
In Ireland, we were too busy to even breath.. Haha!

But it is kind of nice...

Yeah, I think I'll call later..

Wow, really?!

I heard a little bit about some of the things that happened in Ireland.

Like Jumpy's kindnapping for one.. Man, I bet that was an intense time for everybody.. :/

It was.
This was before Scorp and I were together...

We had no idea at first who had taken her. But I was determined to get her back.
Everyone was tense and nervous for ages.
We finally found out that it was Angelo's uncle who had taken Jumpy..
And Monica had helped.
*shakes head*
A traitor among us... But we forgave her... eventually...
It took me awhile to forgive her and completely trust her again though...

Oh wow..



What made you decide to trust her again??!

I mean.. That's not a simple little playground betrayal....

I know.
She went to go and live with Don for a while, but then she came back.
*shrugs* I guess I just used to her being in the house again.
Now if she had told us she was with the Volturi... *shudders* She wouldn't be here today.
They're the reason we moved to Norway in the first place...

Hey, well. It's getting kinda late, and I need sleep..

It was nice talking to you though


I look forword to talking to you again but I really am tired from my long run today...

Cya Rizzo! ^_^

Oh, of course!!
I'm sorry, I'm keeping you up!!

Night, Crash!!
Maybe we can talk again soon!

*stands up, then turns to look at him*
You're lucky to have Jackie. She's great!! Take care of her. *smiles*

*runs through the door, into the hallway and into her own room*

*comes out of the bathroom*

Crash... in answer to your question...

*hesitates*

I missed you a whole lot too...

are... are you okay?

Yeah

I'm fine, I was just REALLY tired from my run..

Oh...

okay...

*gets up and wraps arms around Jackie*

.. Hey, are you okay?

*gives her a slight nudge for effect*
.. *kisses her on the cheek as a slight smile appears on her face*

*melts unwantingly*

yeah.. I'm fine

*sighs slightly*

It's been a very long couple of days...

Oh..

Hmm..

... Welll *looks at the door to make sure it's locked*



Is their anything I could do to make things better now?


.. *pulls condom out of pocket and just kinda sits on the bed, holding it in my hand*

*says really quickly* If you not ready, thats completely fine! I just.. Thought I should have this... You know.. Just in case

.. I mean, I'm not even sure if I'm really ready for that, but... <.< >.>

*blushes madly*

*takes Crash's hand and interlaces her fingers with his*

*takes the condom and puts it in the dresser drawer next to the bed*

*slowly looks up to his eyes biting her lip*

Crash...

I am madly in love with you... as much as my heart and mind tell me separately that it is folly; that I love to much, that I trust too much- that I'm a stupid idiotic girl that knows nothing about love....

I KNOW with my whole being that I LOVE you... I know that there is no one else for me in this world but you...

But sometimes I worry, I am incomplete when you leave... I... I fall apart. I am ashamed how much of a shell I become... I have shadows and ghosts that haunt me, as you do.

And I am selfish thinking that everything should come down to me and my wishes when I don't even need to hear you speak, or need you near me to know that you feel exactly the same as I... and tenfold more, should it be possible...

I fear what we might lose should we pass this boundry... though, I know we have much to gain from it as well, but...

*looks down to their intertwined hands*

I don't want us to make a mistake. Not that I think it would be a mistake... but so much can happen, and...

*sigh*

The time just doesn't quite feel right...

I- I'm sorry...

*looks away slightly abashed, but suddenly turns toward him, her eyebrows coming together in a slight frown*

Wyatt Crash Wickam, I love you more than I could ever possibly ever put into words... and I am yours heart and soul should you have me.

*pauses for a moment*

I haven't disappointed you have I?

*bites her lip slightly, waiting for response*

No. Not at all

To tell the truth, I was scared out of my mind! Hahaha..

But that was some speach you made
*gives her hand a gentle squezze*
And I completely and utterly feel the same way... I just wish I were as good with words as you are so I could REALLY tell you instead of feeling like a jerk by saying that I feel the same way..

*blushes more*

heh... thanks....

and you are good with words, just a different type of word.

*leans into him an rests her head on his shoulder*

Hmm.. I suppose so..


So what's on the agenda for today?

Man, I love this huge house, living in it makes me feel important

*tries to hide a yawn*

I have no agenda silly.

Since when do any of us?

*falls back on the bed*

Hahaha, good point.

*gently lays and holds self above Jackie so not to crush her*

Hi

Well, hello sir.

*shifty eyes*

Do I know you?

*tilts head*

*tries very hard to remain serious, but fails*

*laughs lightly and quickly kisses the end of his nose*